Maulani's Separated Room

Room

2011-11-24T00:54:00.001-08:00

My room is such a mess.

The picture above, from jewelry (except the first picture), body mists, body scrubs, body butter, all for sale. I finally managed them like this, on picture below, and still is a mess.

And new writings with collages from Hooray4Lala.

More items for sale here (sale 40%) and here and here and see more on my other blog!

Voila!

2011-11-15T18:20:00.001-08:00

Yay! So glad I finally managed to have this!

You can visit my band's fan page here:
http://www.facebook.com/MonoChromaticMC

And follow us on twitter
http://www.twitter.com/monochromaticmc

Stop by when you've got chance ok ♥

Ehm

2011-10-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

New ring collection on Wonderlost for sale!

Tanaman

2011-09-17T21:57:00.000-07:00

Sekarang lagi rajin nyiram taneman. It's fun. Beneran deh. Hahahha. Difoto sama aa yang belum mandi.

Eh, belum pernah lihat foto aa ya?

He's my big brother. And he's getting married this November 13th. I'm so excited!

Hari Minggu gini, pada ngapain kah? I'm going to buy a present for the little cutey niece, Shafira, with Kicks.

What are you planning to do this Sunday?

Coconut Trees

2011-09-05T20:08:00.000-07:00

Jumat-Sabtu ke pantai dulu (finally).

Sama Kicky + Keluarganya. I love taking pics of kakak najla (wearing green) and ade naira.

Selesai pulang dari anyer kita makan di D'Cost. Murah banget yah.

Have a wonderful week for all of you! Suasana Lebaran masih kerasa ngga?

Daripada...

2011-08-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

...ngga jelas Lebaran kapan mending pamer kreasi terbaru iya ngga? Kacau ya pemerintah. Zzzzz.

Oh iya, pre order u-shop // wonderlost udah dibuka yah. Kalau mau katalog via email kabarin aja okey ♥

Few of them are on my Etsy. Few of them still unlisted. But if you're interested in buying/trading with me, just shoot me an e-mail at dita.maulani((at))gmail.com. Selamat makan ketupat!

Playground

2011-06-23T19:22:00.000-07:00

Wonderlost

Welcome!

New Piece

2011-06-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

of Kicky.

Glance!

2011-05-30T04:17:00.000-07:00

I have new shop with Ilandra. uShop!

Add us on Facebook!

ushop.girls@yahoo.com

Bags and purses are available too!

Three Dots and Humming

2011-05-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

Selalu ada jalan untuk membuat kita lebih dewasa,

BOM

2011-04-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

teroris ya. bom deh itu pasar bogor. taman kencana.
ngga usah gede-gede bom-nya. yang cukup bikin pemda kaget aja, sama memberhentikan pasar kaget itu. dan membuat taman kencana desainnya lebih bagus.

do not talk about caps please. ive had enough.

First

2011-04-22T10:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know where to start but I might say am tired with such love poem whatever that no words can bear what I truly feel. So stop my crap here. I fall in love harder than I could've ever expected. Lucu deh pertama kali jeles, dll. Hhaha! Shoot I said it now.

And I miss him so baaaadddddd! So bad tat I can't sleep!

Be the Beads

2011-04-11T02:34:00.000-07:00

New beads bracelets is on Yellow Pony! Yiiihaaw!

Teman-teman bisa mampir ke album Bracelets and Necklaces Beads Attack! dengan harga gelang dari Rp. 10.000 - Rp. 25.000

Along with new tumblr page and pouches for sale! Oh, and totes!

Silahkan dipilih-pilih teman-teman! Ngga ada yang lebih dari Rp. 50000 :)
Selamat menjalankan rutinitas hari kerja ya! Saya sih santay... Kerja santay, ngecraft santay... :p

Water

2011-03-27T17:09:00.000-07:00

Dreamy Green

Flowing through ocean. Just like life.
Yang gw rasain kita ngga akan pernah tahu kemana hidup ngebawa kita. kadang terlalu pagi untuk bilang ini jodoh kita (dalam segala hal ya, termasuk pekerjaan, pacar, dll). Intinya memang life goes on, walaupun kita mendapatkan satu hal yang kita kira pasti untuk saat ini, pasti ke depannya pengen yang lebih baik.

Now I say hello to new point of my life.

Sikat!

2011-03-08T07:37:00.000-08:00

Apalagi sih yang disikat selain makanan? Terutama saat loe punya orang yang nemenin buat ngobrol asik pas loe lagi makan.

Mie ayam Jojo di GOR

Rp. 9000/porsi

Batagor, ketoprak, siomay di Taman Kencana

Ketoprak Rp. 6000 ; Batagor Rp. 8000 ; Siomay @ Rp. 2000

BurYam deket Gerbang Dua Univ. Pakuan

Rp. 4000

Nasi goreng di Chinese Food deket Bonex Bogor Permai

Rp. 11000

Es sekoteng Bogor Permai

Rp. 8000

Ini makan siang gw hari ini, Ketupat Tahu Magelang, bukan khas Bogor, enak tapi :9

Kalau ke Bogor, harus kulineran daerah Surya Kencana juga. Gw males kesana, macet!

Done

2011-03-01T18:53:00.000-08:00

But we can't dance together, no longer again.

Sakit

2011-02-17T23:17:00.000-08:00

Udara lagi sama sekali ngga bersahabat deh :(

Mati

2011-02-03T22:24:00.000-08:00

Jadi, ada satu ikan mas sama satu ikan koi di kolam gw.
Tiba-tiba pagi ini... Kolamnya keruh banget. Dan dari pagi itu dua ikan itu yah deketan dan rusuh. Taunya, pas diberesin... BERTELUR!!!

Tat banyak abis deh pokonya! Sampe geli sendiri gw. Tapi ya apa bisa dikata....
Karena kolamnya keruh jadi diberesin deh tuh telur-telurnya. Cuma disisain yang di batu-batu.
Hiks.

Kasian ikannya...

Maap ya induk ikan.

Semoga ada yang selamet. Mau lihat anaknya ikan mas sama ikan koi kayak gimana. Apa gw bikin dokumentasi dan langsung bikin film sci-fi, "Ikan Koi dan Emas Menetaskan Misteri"?

Duh

2011-01-31T13:22:00.000-08:00

Foto lama

Jam 4 pagi nih. Tat.
Ga bisa tidur gw, ngajar pagi pula nanti.
Jadi sebenernya, kadang gw mikir. Gw hidup ngapain ya? Buat nyampaj di blog? Timeline? Tapi ngga pernah cerita sama orang apa yang gw rasain?

Nyembunyiin sesuatu itu ngga enak rasanya. Nyesek. Tapi, some feelings better left unsaid.
Gw tiba-tiba kepikiran. Hati gw luasnya seluas apa sih. Kok bisa ya nerima penolakan, rasa seneng, penolakan lagi, ketusuk-tusuk, ceria lagi.

I thought I own the galaxy. It's all inside me. Karena selama 23 tahun ini hati gw udah nampung semua perasaan yang campur aduk tapi masih bisa bertahan. Loe pernah kangen sama orang sampe nyesek ngga sih? Nah. Kayak gitu perasaan gw sekarang. Pernah enek karena tau orang itu belum tentu punya perasaan rindu yang sama? Itu sebagian kecil yang gw rasain (tat lebay abis gw).

Maaf ya atas melankolia random ini. Jujur deh, gw nulis buku harian juga tapi susaaaaah banget rasanya nulis unek2. Takut ketauan sama orang2 yang main ke kamar gw dan ngga sengaja buka, dan... Jeng-jengggg. Kebaca itu urusan gw sama hati gw. I often turn my feelings to poems. Yang seadanya dan ngga pake bahasa dewa gitu. Shit man. Beneran nih parah banget.

Some feelings are better to remain unsaid.
I stick to it.

Last Week Playlist

2011-01-28T23:05:00.000-08:00

Outdoor activity!

Smooch! Thanks, Dad!

Happy weekend!

Free Download The Safari from Hujan Rekords!

2011-01-26T21:51:00.000-08:00

Free download from The Safari (@thesafari) from Hujan Rekords!
Go to this link to have fun!
[Hujan014] The Safari – Demi Eksistensi (B-side)

Let's parrrtyyyyy!!!

Weak

2011-01-12T02:51:00.000-08:00

This week is total chaos.

Giveaway!!

2010-12-29T20:57:00.000-08:00

(Salah satu hadiah yang bisa kamu dapatkan di Handmade Nest giveaway)

Haaaii!!
Tahun baru sebentar lagi! Wohooo! (Ngga terlalu ngerayain dan heboh sih, ikut-ikutan aja. L

Dan, inilah yang baru menjelang tahun baru!
Mampir ke Yellow Pony yaa! Ada koleksi baru looh!

These!

Dan yang satu lagi adalah... GIVEAWAAAAYYY!
Yes, giveaway from my Handmade Nest.
Visit my blog, I will draw three winners next week!

New Items for Sale!

2010-12-22T02:40:00.000-08:00

Visit my Yellow Pony Online Shop now!
Banyak barang baru looh <3

Lagi kesel sama SMART ditambah mood mau gambar. Jadilah begini.

Mau bikin kartu ppooooss!!!

:(

2010-11-18T04:11:00.000-08:00

Masih ngga enak badan.

2010-11-07T07:37:00.000-08:00

Trade.
Order.
I'm blessed.

Terima kasih ya Allah.

Hey!
Visit my very first giveaway HERE.

Good luck!

2010-11-04T18:14:00.000-07:00

Dreaming about the same boy for one week in a row. I think I miss him.
Besok hari wisudaku! Yeyeye. Insya Allah ketemu :D

Dan ini adalah hasil coret-coret pertama dengan cat air hadiah ultah dari si dia. Ehem.

It's Friday!!

Thursday Thought

2010-11-03T19:57:00.000-07:00

You know what I mean.

A Wish

2010-11-01T15:32:00.000-07:00

Thank you for your birthday wishes :)

Silly Saturday

2010-10-30T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hai! Hari ini Sabtu, dan rasanya semua anggota badan gw remuk abis ngajar.
Now my sweet little finger is trembling.
Capek banget kayanya gw.

Kerja

2010-10-20T08:16:00.001-07:00

Yaaa apa sih yang loe pikirin kalau pertama kali masuk kerja? Senior, loaded shitty tasks? Never-ending to-do list? Yang ada di pikiran gw adalah: Game apa ya? Bikin prompts kayak gimana ya? Terus WBC-nya gimana ya?

Shit.

I've found a new definition of that paranoia. A NEW-CLASS SYNDROME.

I'm genius yes, thank you. And now am blabbering about how shitty my first class was. First, I messed up with that so called White Board Consolidation, a list of boring coloumn of pattern to make sure you will spit out grammatically correct sentence; Second, apa ya?

Currently listening Lifehouse's Breathing dan gw ngerasa.. Maan, you're far away from a condition you called it desperate! Iya sih gw tau gw cukup beruntung. I have place to live, gw masih bisa bertahan walaupun gw ngga kerja, but of course living with your own money is always a different thing, dan ini tuh belum seberapa dari penderitaan orang-orang di luar sana.

Ricky tidur. Dan lirik lagu ini "cause listen to your breathing, is where I wanna be.."

THAT'S!

Gw kadang mikir, gw mau apa sih di dunia ini untuk menghidupi diri sendiri selain ngajar? Think, Dita, think!!

Gw selalu mau kerja di rumah, bikin butik, nulis, nyetak buku kecil-kecilan. Done.
Tapi di sisi lain gw ngerasa, yaaaaaah itu kan kerjaan rumah yang bisa dikerjain pas gw udah ngga bisa jalan-jalan alias saat gw udah berumur. Jadi sekarang mumpung ada waktu, ada umur, dan sehat, kenapa ngga yang lebih menantang?

I know I can do it. It's just too fucking early to complain about life, or... bitching up about WBC.

Saturday!!

2010-10-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

Kenapa?
Karena hari ini ge ngajar tiga kelas (baru tiga aja udah bangga) dan rasa lelahnya menyamai lari keliling Lapangan Sempur sebanyak 25 kali.

Yet I'm very happy.

Terima kasih.

Thrilling Tuesday

2010-10-05T05:05:00.001-07:00

One more day for evaluation about my first teaching English.
And...

So many photos I want to share!

1. "Your Scent Has Become Mine" print
2. Camera given by Ricky two years ago
3. "Get Out" photo
4. "Friends" photo

I can't wait to print those third and fourth photos!

Nanti kalau udah dicetak gw foto lagi deh kayak yang nomer 1.

Friday the Final Day

2010-09-30T17:44:00.000-07:00

Visit my Etsy shop okay?
Maulani

Aku deg-degan mau training lagi nih dan demo teaching today. Yay, wish me luck!

Post Wave

2010-08-30T19:24:00.000-07:00

Yang penting itu keinginan untuk mengerti, bukan apa yang bisa dan mau kita mengerti.

Get Away

2010-08-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

There’s no love without understanding. It’s not love if understanding is not acceptable for you.

Life is a lesson, like it or not. Life is a never-ending effort of hitting ego to lowest level. Have you thought you need someone else? A stranger who don’t know you at all, who don’t care where you’ve been this far, who just stare at your eyes, silently saying: let’s hang out. Have you?

Have you found it’s very annoying and tiring and exhausting of understanding someone and you’re in need of coffee with someone else? With someone who never touch your hand before, who barely notice you when you’re talking with microphone on top of highest mountain, who don’t care at all about you but you know that someone will listen to you. Will listen how you want a day out, happy Monday morning biking, laughing, drinking coffee together and he will definitely hear your blurbs? Anything and reply with very great response and you have great chat? Have you crave for such day?

As if waiting for 24 hours to meet your boyfriend is new hell and you need a time to be with someone else just to hear your blurbs since your boyfriend is not a good listener. Have you? Just a need good listener of having such marvelous day on weekend when you’re missing your boyfriend so fucking much. Just to let it out you’re so lucky to hang out with your friends meeting incredible musicians without forgetting your boyfriend. Expecting a good thing can be dangerous is not recommended, specifically, expecting your boyfriend to be a good listener is dangerous. Lol

Now I’m in danger because I’m desperately need quirky day to meet new stranger to hear all my blurbs about movie, about music, musician, novel, anything. I really wish I’d find that day that I will be very very grateful of. Get away sounds good. But money matters so I really hafta earn money first for this plan. I always want to get outta home, to work somewhere far far away from my close friends, to find it is just a plain feeling of missing my boyfriend, to say it loud it is boring to have relationship without seeing each other in person and hate listening his voice over the phone, anything new.

Anything that relates to something I haven’t known.

It’s a good thing to meet stranger. It’s a good thing to have Cairo Time.

Are You Okay?

2010-08-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

I am. But yesterday, wasn't. Kecelakaan jari seperti biasa. Tapi masih oke lah buat ngetik-ngetik. Eh gw mencoba masak nih! Masa pizza dan cokelat. Kan abis buka nii, udah dicobain rasanya enak banget! Yummo.

Ini ada beberapa kreasi terbaru juga.

New Life

2010-08-23T20:49:00.000-07:00

I am graduated.
I should look for a job, I will.
I am happy I am blessed.

A for ALHAMDULILLAH

2010-07-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

AKU LULUS!!!
ALHAMDULILLAH! Apa coooba yang lebih menyenangkan dari rasa deg-degan, ngerjain skripsi sampai gempor, yang terbayar tunai dengan nilai A, dengan "lulus dengan yudisium sangat memuaskan", dengan IPK 3,80... Alhamdulillah banget. Gw ga tahu harus bersyukur segimana lagi sama Allah untuk semua kemudahan dan kelancaran yang gw dapat untuk menyelesaikan skripsi, terus sidang skripsi, terus sidang spoken dua kali. Alhamdulillah banget!!

Terus, mau nyiapin diri untuk MonoChromatic (iih ini kenapa mesti C-nya gede, sih, Moo???). Mau main di teraskustik tanggal 31 ini. AAAAH!!! Juli yang sangat indahhh!!!
Terus nyiapin barang2 buat nanti numpang di stand NYALA di Pasar Seni ITB 10 Oktober 2010. Mampir ya teman-temaan! :D

Semoga ke depannya lebih dimudahkan untuk ngapa-ngapain. Pengen kerja di gallery, ahhaha. Smooch!

Hoollla!!!

2010-07-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

WHOA!! Ga kerasa bentar lagi mau sidang!
Wish me luck! Oh i just want to let you know am still alove (and kicking) and still want to share about my crazy daily activity here but since am very very busy (due to that fucking demanding final paper) i can't share as much as i used to.

Banyak yang berkembang deh selama sebulan ini. Dari musik, craft, kedewasaan bersama pacar, kehidupan, keluarga, teman-teman yang baik, semuanya.

Ga sabar pengen punya kartu kredit dan jualan di etsy.

Drive Me Crazy

2010-06-01T19:00:00.000-07:00

Deg-degan. Iyah. Parah. Juga iyah.

Nekat lewat tol! Hahha! I drive now,and yes, far. Ke rumah Andri di Ciawi. Latihan sama Monochromatic and yes I drove alone from my campus to Andri’s!

Nekat parah dang w dag-dig dug. Apalagi pulangnya lewatin tol! Mana malem, hujan, lampu jauh ngga terlalu terang, ditambah lagi…GIGI 3 SUSAH BANGET MASUKNYA!!! Gilaaaaa!
Jadi sepanjang perjalanan gw ambil kiri aja tuh di tol, shoot!
Gitu deh pokoknya. ZZZZZ.

Terus skripsi belum jalan-jalan karena kesenengan ngecraft, tapi harus dipaksain. Semangaat!

Photo Session!

2010-04-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yohooo! Ini foto session pertama ngga ngonsep dari band gw :P
Well to be honest they (the band) don't intend to publish this as a part of our publication online. BUT since we haven't been on stage yet jadi lah ini dijadikan sebuah artwork.

Pengen sih difoto pakai kamera plastik gitu, tapi takutnya jadinya buang rol karena ini aja seharian, yang dipilih cuma beberapa.

Thank you for Gytha untuk foto session yang menyenangkan dan tidak membosankan, walopun capek juga ya bo gaya-gayaan.

You can find her here:
GYNAF'S PHOTOGRAPHY

This is my band, MonoChromatic!Edited by FICKY.

And me! (Kalau editan simpel gini pasti gw!)

You can download our songs for FREE here on REVERBNATION.
MonoChromatic.

Have a nice weekend, everyone!!!

Maha

2010-04-24T06:32:00.001-07:00

Gw punya masalah, setiap orang pasti punya satu, lebih dari satu. Banyak permintaan, seribu permintaan sehari mungkin lebih. Tapi, sayangnya gw doa kalau lagi butuh aja, kalau keadaan mendesak, kalau keadaan lagi nggak oke buat gw jalanin.

Kadang sering tersirat di diri gw. "Itu orang-orang yang ngga inget Allah atau ngga tahu Tuhan sama sekali bisa fine fine aja, kenapa gw nggak?"
Kalau ada masalah dikit, gw cengeng, solat lah, sujud lah, apa lah, zikir lah, yang penting gw bisa nangis, yang penting gw bisa curhat gimanapun caranya numpahin apa yang ada di hati gw. Tapi yang jelas bukan sama orang, ya sama Allah.

Kadang pengen deh. Kalau lagi ada masalah, gw ngerokok. Kalau lagi ada masalah gw nenggak anggur, kalau lagi ada masalah, gw kabur dari rumah, kemana lah yang penting jauh dari tempat gw berada sekarang.

Tapi kenyataannya, rumah lah tempat gw pulang. Rumah tempat gw sujud sampai mukena gw basah, sajadah basah, mata gw merah, ingus dimana-mana. Kadang gw suka bertanya sama diri sendiri, kenapa sih ngga bisa kayak orang lain? Kenapa sih kalau ada apa-apa gw bisanya nangis, solat lagi, sujud lagi, ngga capek apa??

Tapi seenggaknya semua beres. Seenggaknya semua tenang abis itu, at least di diri gw, at least gw bisa damai dengan perasaan ngga enak yang tumbuh di diri gw. I don't bear it alone.

Mungkin... sampai nanti mati gw akan kembali ke sajadah mukena. Haha.

Handmade Nest

2010-04-06T21:35:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for neglecting this blog but am not really neglect my needs of writing. Ada blog baru, biasaa.. Show off my handmade creations yeyeye!! Most of them are necklace, tahulah i love that most. Tapi ada headband dll yang difoto juga. Hihi.

Nih dikasih lagi deh disini <3
Handmade Nest

Nudging Dew

2010-03-28T12:02:00.000-07:00

"I'd survive my love with you..."

This crazy. Am going crazy. Haahhaha.
Agh, ngga tahu sih mau share apa untuk saat ini. Am completely, hmm... happy.
Hahaha.

Time. Bomb

2010-03-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

I don’t really understand how this little brain works. How it stimulants my ego and electrified it with questions, loads of question about my position, about where am at, about what should I do later, about who is he, about who is she, what they are for me, about what I should do, what they possibly feel when they are together.

I do run. A lot. And I never want to finish anything. Time will heal and I’ll do just fine. Will they? Will those tiny shreds of unfinished conversation be fine without me? I’m sure they will. Although they haunt also but leaving is the best idea of all. It is the last, very last, option too, which sounds stupid. I am stupid, creating that stupid way to rid of stupid relationship, in stupid situation.

I still believe we’ll do just fine without each other, without explanation, without utter bullshit and rows of shitty chains of events. I don’t talk, I told you many times. I write. But as I know mouth is created to talk, I should force myself to talk. I should. I should.

POLA

2010-03-11T21:11:00.000-08:00

Okay. I learn.
Setiap orang pasti punya pola yang berbeda terutama yang tinggal bersama orang tuanya. Kadang gw merasa, kalau kehidupan terlalu normal dan terlalu sesuai dengan trek, itu menjadi sebuah kejenuhan dan pertanyaan sendiri. You know, I always want to hang out, wherever, tanpa batas jam mesti pulang jam berapa.

That's why I rily wanna gooo! please. Somewhere so I can have home, portable home, wherever. Pengen nyoba lihat sunset disini, lalu besoknya sunrise disana, terus ambil foto disini, dan beranang disana, lalu ngeringin bajunya disini, piknik disana, besoknya masak di rumah si ini, dan kemudian kembali lagi ke jalan ketemu sama si itu, baca buku di taman sendirian, terus dengerin lagu, nulis di taman, gambar, coret-coret di tembok, ditanyain polisi lagi apa sendirian, terus gw lari, terus ngos-ngosan dan nongkrong di warung kopi... kemana-mana. Selalu pengen begitu.

Kenyataan yang ada: (I don't say am not happy for my too NORMAL life ya)
Gw ngeband, dan pulang malam latihan. Ini menyenangkan dan gw suka.
Ke kampus. Agak ngga menyenangkan kalau ngga ketemu teman-teman.
Ngurusin skripsi. Okk ini mesti dipaksain.
Ngurusin gaji yang sampai sekarang belum dibayarin. Agak bangke emang yang satu ini. Persetan lah.
Nulis. IYA! BUT I NEED SOMEWHERE ELSE!! DAN ITU PASTI AKAN TERJADI.
Pulang ke rumah. Gw berharap bisa punya rumah sendiri supaya bisa ngurusin keperluan gw dan selalu gw yang pulang! Hahha.

Am hungry for outer world. Am hungry for abnormality. Am hungry for what they call journey to nowhere land. I found myself on street, where i walk here and there without destination, where i talk to people i don't know and really don't care they whereabouts, just talk, and perhaps a cigarette but since i don't smoke well a cup of coffee will fit.

Pacaran

2010-02-27T20:21:00.000-08:00

Ok. I'm single now. Tapi pastinya gw masih punya perasaan. Well yea am a human, not a robot so of course I have a heart.

Di pikiran gw tentang orang yang kita sayang dan sayang sama kita. Itu perasaan pasti mutual, berbalik. Dan pastinya kalau kita sayang sama orang lain kita akan dengan hati berkorban buat dia. Oke, ini ada beberapa hal yang mau gw tulis beberapa hal yang berhubungan dengan hubungan gw akhir2 ini.

1. Ego
Korban perasaan itu memang yang paling susah. Kalau lagi marah, kalau mau kesel dan mau muntahin semua kata yang ada di kepala dengan nada seenaknya dan terkesan memaksa atau ngejudge... Kalau kita sayang sama seseorang, pasti dengan senang hati kita akan merubah kebiasaan buruk itu. Dengan senang hati kita akan mengorbankan perasaan kita untuk orang yang kita sayangi.

2. Sibuk
Ini klise banget tapi gw agak kesel kalau misalnya ga bisa ketemu atau ngga bisa ngabarin karena sibuk. Di pikiran gw, can't you call, atau kalau malas ya sms aja gitu bilang kalau lagi sibuk dan ketemunya nanti aja. Tapi lagi-lagi ego merajai dan gw selalu menekankan, kalau udah sayang berarti korbanin waktu juga dengan orang yang lo sayangin. Ngga peduli sama alasan-alasan apapun tapi seenggaknya bikin alasan yang memang masuk akal untuk ngga ketemu... Daripada sekedar: MALES. SIBUK.

3. Ngantuk
Ini ngebawa mood jadi jelek banget! Dan jujur gw selalu ngantuk dimanapun. Tapi ya.. Pasti gw tahan supaya ngga tidur. Dan korban perasaan memang selalu membuat semuanya terasa berat tapi bukannya itu yang memang harus dilakukan kalau misalnya kita sedang berhubungan dengan orang lain? Kayanya iya deh. Mau gimanapun juga pasti pengorbanan harus dilakukan, tanpa kompromi kadang-kadang.

Udah ah.

ROBOPOP 3 More Pics

2010-02-15T08:20:00.000-08:00

My photo taken by: Ichak.
Ini pinjem kamera Volta. Ada juga yang pakai kamera gw. Reviewnya bisa nyusul nanti aja kan? Ngantuk...

ROBOPOP 3

2010-02-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

Sisanya nanti ya. I ran out of my battery jadi mungkin besok atau lusa baru diupload ;)

Gimme Gimme More Rawr!

2010-02-06T23:41:00.000-08:00

Am going crazy about handmade!! Yes I just can't stop and wanna show you of my recent 'result of being so lost in handmade" hahaha.
The first picture is a felt card. This is first time for mt to sew on paper but it rawks! Very nice to force myself to do something i've been longing for so long (labay!).

Second and third pictures, they were plain black flat shoes (which i suppose to take their pics before being costumed). I just put some studs and bronze chain. Simple but i love it.

I love flat shoes instead of ankle boots recently. I thought am gonna buy wedges but...hmm.. Haven't decided yet. Am gonna let you know another handmade stuff later.
Smooch!

Thank You for Heated-up Camouflage

2010-01-27T17:49:00.001-08:00

Now I am thinking. How I don't need silly friendship. How I don't need silly smile in making a friend with someone. Probably if I don't like a person, I can just fuck off and don't mind that person anymore.
So, here we are: Open fight. Open scar.
I am ready for the next one. Be prepared you silly brat.

BOOM!

2010-01-27T03:06:00.001-08:00

Dan gw mulai bosan nih dengan bacot-bacot tentang janji yang ga ada realisasinya. Terus dengan segala promosi yang ga ada ujungnya.
Ini tuh eksploitasi human being kali ya? Inhuman slut.
Huh, tapi tetep gw mesti pergi sore ini.

FUNK

2010-01-21T10:21:00.000-08:00

Everything's piled up.
Beban moral.
UAS.
Kurang waktu.

HELL.

Alhamdulillah

2010-01-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

Hari ini promosi Universitas Pakuan dimulai lagi (mulai ikut maksudnya :P)
Seru sih jalan-jalan, muter-muter Jakarta. Terus, kan nungguin Mia dulu di Indomaret 24 jam warung jambu itu. Karena dia lama, gw jadi beli burger dulu.
Eh, ga lama kemudian ada satu anak minta-minta gitu. Dia kurus ukuran anak kelas satu SD kurang makan deh. Gw bilang, "maaf ya dek.."

Terus dia main2 sama tukang kebab kan. Gimana sih namanya juga anak jalanan. Terus dibecandaian juga sama tukang batagor yang ada deket situ. Kata anak kecil itu, "Sia, naon deuh.." apalah pakai bahasa Sunda kasar. Terus gw nanya sama tukang kebabnya, "Mas, dia punya ibu kan?"
"Iya teh. Ah, tapi gitu, ibunya aja ga peduli. Bapaknya juga teh."

Lanjutannya baca aja perbincangan di ym ya..

turbo_blip: Hai
dita maulani:
dita maulani: cek cek
turbo_blip: Hai
dita maulani: aku mati-idup nih yang
dita maulani: aku lagi ngeblog
dita maulani:
turbo_blip: Cerita yg td
dita maulani: iya hahahha
dita maulani: aku ajarin dia baca bein
dita maulani: b
dita maulani: terus ajarin dia bahasa inggris dikit
dita maulani: sama kasih dia kertas karena dia suka nyoret2 di kaca sama pamflet indomaret
turbo_blip: Ko kamu bisa ketemu
turbo_blip: Hah!
dita maulani: kan aku lagi makan burger, dia minta2 yang
turbo_blip: Ayo kita cari dia
dita maulani: aku pengen ngasih buku tadinya
dita maulani: tapi aku capek banget dan aku ga tahu kenapa aku pengen nangis gitu tadi..
turbo_blip: Cw atw co
turbo_blip: Aku aja dengernya sedih
dita maulani: cowo
dita maulani: namanya jodi
dita maulani: terus kan, di dahinya ada luka gitu yang
turbo_blip: Umur berapa yang
dita maulani: aku nanya itu kena, katanya dilempar batu
turbo_blip: Hah
dita maulani: terus aku tanya kenapa bisa dilempar batu
dita maulani: dia diem aja
dita maulani: aku beliin dia kebab satu
dita maulani: sama aku kasih uang seribu
dita maulani: terus aku elus kepalanya aku bilang, "belajar ya sayang..."
turbo_blip: Alhamdulillah
dita maulani: dia kaya umur satu sd gitu
dita maulani: kecil sih tapi
dita maulani: cek
dita maulani: tuh aku dc
dita maulani: eh ini aku masukin blog aja ya hon
dita maulani: aku agak capek ngetik lagi
dita maulani: aku mau mandi dan istirahat
dita maulani: nanti aku cerita pasti sama kamu
turbo_blip is typing...
turbo_blip: Ok yang

Kurang lebih itu..
Dan gw merasa bersyukur punya rumah, keluarga, teman, kerjaan, orang yang bisa memberi gw kehangatan...dan gw punya masa depan.

Ini kenapa kita harus lebih bersyukur dan mau berbagi. Semua dimulai dari diri kita sendiri.

Sampai ketemu ya Jodi! :)

p.s awalnya Jodi kalau nunjuk pakai jari tengah, dan gw bilang, "jodi, tangan bagus buat nunjuk itu jempol, nih...gini..." dan pas dia nunjuk di kata lain yang ada di pamflet indomaret, dia nunjuk pakai jempol.

"Enak khan??!!!" *ngiinggg!!!!!

2010-01-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

Saturday oh Saturday.
Dapat tiket nobar Rumah Dara di Blitz GI. Seru banget sambil foto2. I don’t have many words left so I’m just gonna give you the pic ya.

Chacha, Arifin Putra, me

Putera, Ricky, Arifin Putra, Hendrick, Tahu

me, daniel, Chacha

Hendrick, Ricky,The Mo Brothers, Chacha, Putera, Tahu

Hendrick, me,The Mo Brothers, Chacha, Putera, Tahu

More pictures

Gw ngga sabar mau ceritain sama kalian semua betapa kerennya itu Rumah Dara. Pokoknya kalau yang suka darah dan misteri cobalah nonton. Dijamin membuat kalian berasumsi dan ngegosip ngomongin pendapat kalian tentang teka-teki yang ada.

Uh pokoknya nanti deh kalau udah launching gw bakal kasitau ama lo semua apa yang gw rasain saat nonton film itu.

FYI, saat sendirian di rumah pas Sabtu malamnya, gw terus-terusan inget: "ENAK KHANNN????????" *ngiiiinggggg!!!!!

Rasakan sendiri.

(Photos taken by: Volta, Tahu, me. Lupa yang mana yang mereka berdua fotoin tapi kalau di foto yang gw-nya ga ada itu berarti gw yang fotoin. Lol)

Priceless Prize

2010-01-07T06:06:00.001-08:00

Allrite. Where do I start?
So.. Everybody. I got badge from LPIA yaiy! Well, it’s more to pin but I love it. Hihi. And about convo class. You know I had two convo classes at the same time in different level, 1 and 2 which was very hard to me since I had to go here and there to take care of those two classes.
I have a new coordinator and he will be teaching the convo 2 class at 4.30! Happy happy yes so I can be all out, yumm!!
Anddd wohoo! I won the ticket, free two tickets from Rumah Dara quiz *I dunno which quiz since I just RT-ing but what Volta said yes I won because I RT her. Hmmmh… Tapi sama siapa masih bingung karena itu hari sabtu dan masih pagi sekali.
Ok I’ll let you know the crowd later ya! Muach!

Visit Rumah Dara Website for original creepiness and heart thumping experience.

Sunday Vapour

2010-01-05T09:15:00.000-08:00

All photos taken by Ricky Volta.
I edited them, i love cross process tone.

Hair Accessories (Peppy's and mine), Hama Beads Necklace and Rose Bib Necklace are my handmade, more unique hair pin for sell on Yellow Pony Online Shop.

Enjoy your afternoon tea while take a look at our collection ;)

Well...

2010-01-04T20:31:00.000-08:00

Don't really know what to share even I'm very exited about Yellow Pony Online Shop packaging stuff last week (sorry not to bring you pics here) and I'm done with several reports upon my training but still! Stuck stuck. Sometimes I dunno how to arrange words to show my feeling.

Well, pictures talk better aren't they?

Photos taken by Mbak-mbak and Ricky Volta. Happy 2010.

Recent Recenly Rocks!

2009-12-25T00:11:00.000-08:00

Hmm, where should I start ladies and gentlemen??

Jadi, dimulai pada hari dimana I realized my students gave me uncomfy look being at convo 2 class. Remember when I told about the silent student? Hmm, yea he moved to Convo 1 and other students who are not feeling good at convo 2. I pissed off. To be honest I dunno anything about their placement test result which I sud re-check ‘em first. I missed it so probably that’s why this happen. Super kesal sekali saat mendengar banyak demand yang bertolak-belakang dengan prosedur pengajaran yang harus diberikan pada murid saat di kelas like not using Bahasa Indonesia too much (which my students complained about). I whine also but not to them (I told them this is English class patiently and I do understand their problem in getting used to English). I dunno how to put this into words tapi agak kecewa dengan hasil placement test which I don’t know!!! (funk)

Ini pelajaran yang sangat berharga. Jadi free lancer teacher is not always about how or who you teach but you should’ve rechecked their placement test result so you know their weaknesses and strengths. Berhubung ini udah berkalan sampai mid-test jadi ya gw lanjutin pasti. Dengan metode yang berbeda antara Convo 1 ama Convo 2. And oh please… English course, rite? So I speak English. Pfft. Whatsofunkingever.

Sekarang ngomongin kuliah. BAB I gw!! Daang!! Itu intinya kurang teori. Jadi gw harus lebih mengambil teori2 psikoanalisis yang nantinya akan gw masukkan di skripsi. Alhamdulillah-nya, I have one of the best friends who is majoring in Psychology in Paramadina. She is… TA-DA!!! ILANDRA !!! (Clapping backsound)

Cute? Sorry boys she's taken
I went to her goddamn nice house and visited her extra-neat room! Well, you know my room was a mess which my mom ever asked “is this girl’s room?” “is this bedroom or a warehouse?” Hahaha. But Landra, ehm well her room, inspired me to clean my super-messy bedroom!! Thanks to her now I have room you can say (quite) a bedroom but still I need a studio tho. And look at my findings! She told me these are her mom’s collection which I wanna steal!! (Hihi, ga kok tante…)
Fotonya pakai hp jadi agak burem maaf ya.. Tapi aslinya lebih lucu dari ini!!

Arghhh, effin cute ceramics!! (and..little Landra :P)
Back to my final ‘skripsweet’ (not ‘skripsucks’), I have enough data for my first chapter walaupun belum sempet lagi ke dosen pembimbing… Ini makanya I don’t wanna add more classes! Please don’t kill me with teaching stuffs.
And now Yellow Pony. I wish I was in other countries so I cud sell them in a high price :9
Am going craaazy about brooches, and jeans, and lace, and and and many many things. So.. These are the latest accessories I've made with love (pffft :P). I can’t wait to show you tutorial but I need extra time for that which I decided to postpone this not-urgent plan. Enjoy :)

Loving Lover's Love

2009-12-20T10:11:00.000-08:00

Dec, 21st - Usual AM time

Well um…basically I supposed to continue my FINAL PAPER (all capital since it’s mean a LOT to me then, for my fucking future), yes that um… second chapter. But..
I just want to share.

Do you ever happen to have endless love? To me, no such love is endless but it grows, and reduces, and grows bigger after you’ve had a fight. Sometime, love is a time-consuming stuff. You think about that person you love from your breakfast time, when you’re having lunch, until finally you chew your supper. It stimulates your romantic side when rain falls, it heats your will to unbutton you lover’s shirt on summer, it make you wanna warm your lover by hugging him/her in winter time.

Perpetual love is not impossible but our emotion continuously change: friends, working hours, office crap, school rules, extra house works, parent, TV channel, whatsoever. It’s impossible to explain briefly about this flux whereabouts.
Words become superfluous when you need someone yet that person don’t feel mutual feeling. So what’s love all about then if it’s only a love, not mutual love, or constant love, or..ffvk (i hate this when i write about a thing but suddenly my paper bug me like endless alarm!!)

I think love is intense machine never cease, unbreakable ornament wrapped up in smooth coat. I embed myself with massive conflicts in a relationship but that build me, build my wall inside and out. Oh dang… Time to sleep.
And I miss my boy so muach :P

Awesome Avatar!!!

2009-12-17T20:43:00.000-08:00

i bet you know this movie already. Has been on Dec 17, which is yesterday, and that was totally froze me. I love 3D and as far as am concern this was the best movie ever! The texture of The People, and the creature living around sacred place... Dang, I was hypnotized by Pandora.
You know what? The world was just perfect and yes The People has direct bond with nature.
Jake Sully (Sam Worthington) was a bridge between human and Navi. For me Neytiri, the princess, was totally awesome! She just as brave as a man! I love Zoe Saldana as being her.
And what I read from the movie was: HUMAN BEING IS GREEDY! Yea, they wanna build new civilization by bulldozing the sacred tree and killing Navi. We sud take care of nature, befriend with nature, not destroy them!

Beautiful night with special person too ;)
He always know how to lighten me up, and thanks to him for carrying my plastic bag. Hehhehe.

Silhouette's Lust

2009-12-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

REBECCA THUSS

I found her angles are very interesting and common but touchy. Somehow it managed your emotion if you take a look at calm pictures and inspiring words (don't you think so?).
I give you a little peek of her gorgeous snaps above.
Oh don't they make you wanna send DIY wedding invitations??! Those look luxurious and blink-blink but yet far enough from gaudy. Ohh... I want a plain white gown and flowers for my wedding. Kebaya works aye?
And every girl must look beautiful and authentic on that one :P

Well, am still busy with lessen plan and stuffs now and Taming the Beast!!! Dang!

Ladadadada

2009-12-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

Well, my friend asked me to sing (again) and I said yes.
My manager asked me to be a trainer, of course I said yes.
For next ideas ready to burst i said yes!

For twenty-four hour a day...
Please add more...

Well am overwhelmed with those time-manage stuff. I think yes, supreme ideas come up when you're absolutely under pressure and you blood felt like heating underneath.
Yea now am talking crap.

Oh you better see my new collection!!
Go to Yellow Pony Online Shop page on the left side of this blog.
Land there or you'll be sorry. Lol

Oh one more thing.
I owe my manager several lesson plan but since am good at teasing i rather say:
Okay, I'll lessen plan.
Pffttt!!!

Hhahahha!
Muach!!!

Lotta Things

2009-12-12T11:41:00.001-08:00

Heey!!!
Huaa! Sudah berapa lama tidak mengisi blog ya. Akhir-akhir ini sedang sibuk dengan ngajar, lalu ngurusin online shop, dan lain-lain.
Nanti deh I'll tell you whole stories (kapan ya??)

Well, hmm. Yea I think I should start writing. I mean, professionally.

Vantage Vintage

2009-11-28T01:09:00.000-08:00

To be honest yes I admit I have strange sense of fashion well I should be very proud of it instead. I love hunting vintage stuff which (sometimes) set in very high price.
Go take a look at my findings today.

Source

Source

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What do you think ;)

Happy Teaching and Worksgop and Result!

2009-11-26T10:07:00.000-08:00

Teaching convo 2 class again, happy yes! Hhahha. Very fun today with my five students. But as usual Indra still keeping that “silence is golden” stuff but still we had fun! This evening we play “who wants to bid more” game. To be honest that was just a spontaneous game. I forgot to give my coordinator’s (Mrs. Inne) flash card. They were foods flash cards and my today’s lesson was about television and stuffs. I think yes that’s boring to mention which television you want to buy and find out which television you want to sell. Well, hmm about for-sell stuff and wanted items television and household materials.
I changed those stuffs with this: They have $200 and they had to choose which things they want to buy *on page..27?? with no more than $200 and I ask several question to make them speak (yes yes convo class huh). After they finished I gave them Nano-nano. (yes one candy only not those five of one pack)
After that I realized I need more game! I glanced at the cards and yes! Gotcha. “Who wants to bid more?” is a game created by sudden expression I got from that “I want to sell this” word (ha, what Dita??) So, I gave each person equal number of cards (six of em) and try to give sell the thing to their friends (which I gave each person $500) by mentioning the price, condition of the food (I gave em guide it’s more like taste, and made by what raw food). They have to sell all of those six stuffs. If there are two people wanting the same stuff, they have to place their bid. The highest bid got it.
Just a simple game but they’re happy. And I was yes. They looked cheerful and I couldn’t believe that works! (pfftt hahaha).
Ohh yes! I joined two-day workshop from LPIA (Nov 23rd- Nov 24th 2009) at Griya Alam wahatever. Very nice nice nice and above all that, the competition! I know it was tight. There were professional teachers who finished their master degree, teacher who had been teaching for 9-10 years, even more! But I got “First Best Participant” (yes that’s what written on my certificate)!! Yeyeyeye (clapping everybody!) * hmm??
So yes I am happy now! And dang! I couldn’t write WHOLE things here. Hhahaha.
See you.

Oh yes, she is Mrs. inne, my lovely coordinator (accad. coordinator) that said:
Please don't mention am your coordinator to anybodu. Well now am not saying anything I just WRITE :P

CHIPTUNE

2009-11-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

PESTA MIKRO 3 on Facebook

[Hujan004] Twelve Insomnia – Colonel Loves Rave EP

I love chiptune. I never don’t. My friend introduced me to chiptune two years ago. We met in a small gig when I was still a vocalist of Swedish-pop band. I didn’t know what chiptune is till he played a song with gameboy. He was wearing a wacky Doraemon helmet while he’s playing. He’s Volta, if you recognize who he is now. Lol. He played a pop song crafted with those ‘tilulit’ melody. I danced at the time, and I asked him what kinda song he’s playing. He told me, that’s chiptune.
I googled about chiptune and found out there are many chiptuners in Indonesia. The great ones. But this new-comer is not just a poser.
Insomnia (Twelve Insomnia) from Salatiga, Indonesia. He is under Hujan! Rekords from Bogor, West Java who’s just finished his first rave EP. You, if you’re looking for a dance-beat electronic song, go to this link and download it.
Talking about Chiptune in Indonesia, you will not miss Pesta Mikro as well. But, what is Pesta Mikro?
This upcoming November 29th Pesta Mikro 3 will be held. To be honest, yes, baby I can’t wait to dance and jumping at Rossi. International chiptuners are Ikuma (Singapore) and Sidabitball (France). Local high-recommended chiptuners are:
Go to Pesta Mikro link and you’ll find out more about chiptuners.
A ‘pesta’ (party) is not a party without lighting and visual artist. I am sorry I don’t pay attention very much to a visual artist but in Pesta Mikro 2 the visual artist was Stand by Emulator and… Sorry :P
Dang I have to go. I’ll tell you more about Pesta Mikro 3 and chiptune later okay. <3
Go to 8bitcollective.com to download more chiptune songs for free. I love Catfist Lagoon by J Arthur Keenes Band.

New Class

2009-11-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

Being an instructor is (not) always fun. My first day taking care of CV 2 class was not really good. my first period day. You know, girls. But overall it’s fun and yes I made it! Hihi. There were two girls with one boy and the girls are funny. They teased the only boy in class. Hahha!
That’s what exactly happened today. The new-comer boy is helped by the girls. Love ‘em :P
Oh I bought so damn many instant noodles! Dang. I am a hungry beast craving for it. And yes I love mie sawi. SIkat!!!

Heaven 11

2009-11-11T10:04:00.000-08:00

2009-11-06T09:48:00.000-08:00

GOSIP!!!
Intinya jangan percaya gosip hahha, kalau sekarang jadi mau cepet kelar nihh tapi masih ada kelas semester depan. Gosip yang datang menerpa adalah gw yang mendapat dosen pembimbing (cukup) killer. Untungnya ngga jadi hahha, untung banget ngga kesampean hehehhey!!
Terusss, apalagi ya. Sukses membuat pacar terkejut! Hihi, senang sekali deh pokoknya. Terus mau nabung nih.

Doakan aku!

Post Prom

2009-11-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

Holaaa.
Hari ini ada mata kuliah folklore dan ada yang membahas tentang kata "biasa" yang menjadi jawaban umum anak muda kaya:
"Mau kemana loe?"
"Biasaaa"

Hahha kocak banget sih. Ohya terus hari ini panas sekali, rencananya mau beli bahan buat bikin gelang nihh tapi ya gitu, emang skripsi nomer satu dan tidak akan dikesampingkan. Walopun lulusnya juga tahun depan hahahha!

Lalu... Alhamdulillah sih jualan, dan senengnya... Teman-teman pada ikutan bikin!! Jadi bangga membangun kreativitas tersembunyi mereka hahaha :D

Laluuu apalagi yah. Hmm... sementara itu delu deh yaaa :D

Twidderwh

2009-11-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

Funny. I’m reading a blog hmm, not discrediting, but somewhat annoying. It tells you about twitter’s HELP and stuffs where RT don’t mean reply don’t mean you can CHAT on TWITTER. Use yahoo messenger and or MSN or whatever.
Even my boyfriend, who used to chat or do whatever on twitter, annoyed me by tweeting this: Kok chatting di twitter. Haaaa. He used to.
Kalau sampai sekarang jujur ya gw menyalahgunakan apa yang namanya RT :P Kadang suka lupa balas yang temen jadi udah basiiii banget baru gw bales. Terus emang seru gitu lihat gossip-gosip temen-temen di timeline hahahha.
Hmm, aneh juga sih. Namanya jejaring social pasti buat pamer kan.

BTW, TAK ADA INTERNETTT! Arghhhh.

RAPE!

2009-10-20T23:41:00.000-07:00

I finished reading ‘Taming the Beast’ and gotta figure it out soon what topic and what an appropriate title for my paper. It tells you story about crazy and desperate love you can’t help wanting it, craving for it, crying if you can’t touch your lover’s body and have orgasm by his/her fingers (or your fingers moved by your lover’s own hands) and rather die instead of not being inside your lover’s genital in a week. Crap. Load of bullshits but I kept reading it till those whole 331 pages are done. In the end you lost people you love or people you should love like family, your best friends, your ex lovers, your job, college, your entire life for one psycho pedophile.
K, time to re-read, for second times now and trying to solve the puzzle, mark every page consist every little clue in theme, character analysis, point of view.
Yes Dita you gonna type loaded crap on your paper with theories about dangerous, illegal, immature, hungry-beast love. Okay, just pray it doen’t rape all of your bones. Lol
Shit, even reading that novel exhausted me. At least am not whimpering or patting or moaning or whatever Sarah and Carr had done. Just tired facing monitor with random font types.

Plucked Plunged Pinguin

2009-10-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

Bashed and battered.
Sigh what should I write here my life's been so flat and don't have any interest in showing you off what's happening earlier but well... LAPPY!!!
Yes now I can manage all income and outcome and hell, schedule *as if it matters*, and SONG! Hell yeah songs!
Finally i can hear myself howling like a dumb ass wolf asking for more than 12-hour night.
Hmm yes I really wanted to show off my horibble raw song but well.. Am gonna find out how.
Make new mediafire account would be the way out but dang NO. Later maybe not now.

HEEELLLLLL YYYYEEEEAHHHHH!!!!

2009-10-02T09:34:00.000-07:00

SOLO AND VIAVIA JOGJA!!
TODAY WAS GREATTT!!
I dunno how to put 'em into words but I meet friends from IACS: Lezzette, Fatay, Arif, Suzie, Elmir, Endang, Mariko, Amanda, Trista, Rene!!,John G yeyeyey!!!

Oh I walked holy yeh I WALKED. From hmm.. Balapan to Griya Sahid watever I didnt'really pay attention to the hotel's name and stunning BATIK from Danar Hadi.

Oh pokoknya aku senang sekali hari ini I really dunno how to put this into words but hopefully pictures speak and yes we, people, often makes conversation without words *like what? Lol

Hhahaha but I don't think I'll upload the pics now hahaha.
Sorry :D

Available

2009-09-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

Baiklah, saya adalah contoh seorang kakak sepupu yang baik.
(Entah dilihat dari sisi mana)

"Hey, you know what? Am an available guy who love to gulp Teh Botol Sosro)

"I can show you this all-available guy standard pose"

"Now what more? Y'all know that I'm available."

Percayalah, saudaraku, kami semua sayang padamu.

HAHAHA!
No hard feeling, k! Really I know this was a high-class cliché.
Yes, I really wrap this ad as excellent as I could and I really did it!

Lol

Haahaha! Yes, he's (totally) available, and believe me he IS available.
I dunno how his expression would be when he realized I put his photos here with that title mentioned above. Freaked out, or whatever. But yes, it's just for fun.
I can't stop laughing!!!

2009-09-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

I was roaming my mind, and observed those entire room. Wish I could remember where I put my last 60.000 IDR.
Though it's only 60k but darn that's a big amount of money for me! I rummaged my bag, those whole three bags I wore for these three days.
"Dimana uangkuuu!!!??!!"

This morning I forgot where I dropped my Cusson's Baby Milk Bat. I found that inside my bag (so funny, even I don't rememba I ever touch that cream bag! How the hell it can be there, sit nicely inside zipped creamy bag.

This afternoon yes, that 60k IDR money.
Believe it or not. I found that inside the same bag on the other zipped part inside that zipped creamy bag.

My mouth zipped. I revealed it hia. Lol

Second Batch

2009-09-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

All photos taken by Ricky Volta
Yes this second batch is kinda weird but whatever. Lol

Sara Bareilles - Between the Lines

2009-09-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

Sara Bareilles - Between The Lines

Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way
Cause i cant continue pretending to choose
The opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong be this many times

My memory is cruel
Im queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn i'd heard him say it ten thousand times
If only i had been listening

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines

I thought i thought i was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
And stand in the center of it all
Too late two choices to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So i've learned to listen through silence

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me be
You and me always be

I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me i'm almost ready
When he meant let go

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always be
You and me
Always between the lines

PPBN's done! Yeahs! Means I don't hafta do that MC thing anymore again, thanks GOD!! That's was three make-me-thirsty-to-death days! Lol
Whatever.

I went home today and energy boosted up after hearing Sara Bareilles' song, Between the Lines.

Very beautiful even when she's telling about her broken heart!
I got the tutorial of this song on you tube. Only several parts tho. But at least now I can sing while I play my keyboard clumsily.

Haus

2009-09-07T01:56:00.001-07:00

Hari ini jadi MC PPBN, alias Pendidikan Pendahuluan Bela negara.
Dan rasanya gw haus banget! Mau Fanta.. Udah beli sih ada di kulkas..

Hiks.

Tapi pas buka... Subhanallah.
Mam bikin es teh manis yang bener-bener ngalahin segalanya.

Still two days left for PPBN Universitas Pakuan.
I can do it.
Amin.

Mixed Match

2009-09-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

All photos taken by Ricky Volta
I did all style stuff and expression. Lol
Very nice and windy Sunday afternoon.

OPEN!! Be Open Minded

2009-08-27T20:27:00.000-07:00

Wondershoe is open yeahss!!
Happy happyy!!

Tapi akhir-akhir ini lagi marahan melulu nih.
Kenapa yah. Agak kesle juga.

Ha, be open then. Kalau jadian ngga usah jaimmm!!
Cuma yah kadang gw juga suka jaim sih. Males aja gitu kalau lagi bae, dijutekin. Eh, pas dia jutek gw jutekin balik, marah!!

Ahhh.

Hahhaah! Tapi kaya anak kecil banget ngga sih.
Hubungan yang tidak dewasa.

But we need time to shut out fuck up la. Time will mend iya ngga.

Pathetic Patronage Pattern

2009-08-25T03:10:00.000-07:00

Today today today.
Hmmm. I got text message I hafta give whole bills to Jakarta on Thursday. I’m going by bus so I think I cannot capture those lovely street lights.

How I love highways view!!!

I dunno but somehow it calms me. It burns my rage and cool down my temper. Those green trees and blue sky and lamps!!

I cannot wait. But heck, bus.

WONDERSHOE

2009-08-24T10:21:00.000-07:00

This is one of my wishlist.
But wondershoe.com for flat shoes junkie online store is not yet open :(

I have white leather bag and I think it's cool to have another suede ankle boots. But then I think it's not cool to have a stain or bloody sauce splashed on your new boots or worse: mud stained! (poor gray ankle boots)

Jadi saya memilih untuk beli flatshoes. Tapi kapan ya buka-nya wahai wondershoe.
I wonder...

Ramadhan

2009-08-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

Since I don't do many things, I son't go out, I don't have class, I just blessed by this Ramadhan, I just wanna post you several photos.
Enjoy :D

I Moved to...

2009-08-20T23:23:00.000-07:00

Sebenernya dia mempermainkan pelanggan atau apa, sih? I just top-up my voucher yesterday and this sucks, dood. Load page error everytime. And wanna know what? I cannot upload my photos!
Damn. I don’t haf any option but wait, rite? I don’t think complain works, I don’t think that shitty costumer service will gimme enough satisfaction by listening to my ego. Daaarrrnnnnn.

Tapi bodohnya juga.
I don’t wanna change, don’t wanna buy new chip card like flash or whatever. Argh.

I wish fastnet is here.
I’m longing for you, dearest (hopefully) fastnet.

SONGS!

2009-08-20T01:35:00.000-07:00

I really wanna record some new songs very soon.
Let's just hope I have more free time later so I can concentrate on record several new materials.
Don't haf much to share with you recently.

I hafta save more money since my wishlist is getting longer and it means DISASTRER.

Wishlist on List

2009-08-16T18:46:00.000-07:00

Foto di atas itu adalah foto dandanan si Dita pas acara Fourteen and Friends yang diadakan di distro Fourteen yang menjual barang Unkl sama Indikator. Murah deh pokoknya! Ada jaket lucu parasut gitu yang anti angina harganya Cuma 45k IDR. Parah kannn???

Hmm, terus di sebelah distro itu ada yang tukang jualan batagor sama ayam gitu deh. Warung makan yang harganya murah tapi rasanya oke punya. (Ini blog apa tempat promosi, sih?). Terus, abang-abang yang ngelayaninya sopannya minta ampun.

Ricky kan pesen Ayam Sarang Tawon yang harganya Cuma 8k IDR ya. Terus mas yang tingkat kesopanannya sangat tinggi itu nanya gini.

Mas Sopan: “Mas, maaf, Mas. Itu pesen ayam. Mau paha atau dada? (Dua tangannya gerak gitu di dada kaya orang yang lagi menjaga dadanya sendiri).”
Sontaklah si Dita yang merasa ajaib ada tukang dagang yang gesture-nya oke mangap.
Ricky: “Paha aja, Mas?”

Si Dita yang sangat pemikir itu berpikir:

Emang mesti ya kalau jualan pakai gesture?

Oke itu satu.
Yang kedua.

Kan acara musik itu ada MC-nya. Kita panggil aja MC setengah itu dengan sebutan Mr. Rada Rada karena dia kenyataannya memang begitu.

Sepanjang di nge-MC hal yang paling, entah ini garing atau keren, adalah ini. FYI, dia tuh gila facebook abis.

Mr. Rada Rada: “Wah, Like This lah ya pokoknya. Kalau ada Like This Pisan jempolnya dua tuh pasti! (Lalu dia cek HP). Eh, pada update status dong di Facebook. Bilang lagi di Fourteen gitu lagi diskon up to seventy percent!

Tapi sekarang sih kalau M3 suka rada lemot. Iya tuh, kehalang jaringan M Top

.”

Gw mikir:

Untung ni orang bawaannya emang lucu. Kalau bawaan dia garing (kaya siapa ya?) pasti udah ngga ada yang ketawa. Lagian sekalian aja ngomong, “Itu loh. Jaman sekarang anak-anak New Kids on the Block udah kalah sama anak-anak Blok M!

Apaan, sih?! Ah, makin ngga jelas nih dah.

Eh, eh, mau lihat ngga. Waktu gw anter Mam ke Pasar Anyar yah, gw lihat gambar ini.
OTAK SAPI!!! (Kalau di Kaskus mungkin in yang namanya Disturbing Picture)

DIDELETE KARENA SAYA JUGA TIDAK SUKA GAMBAR MENGENASKAN ITU ADA DI BLOG SAYA.
Jika penasaran, silahkan pergi ke tukang daging terdekat.

Terus abang yang dagangnya bilang gini.
“Iya, Bu. Itu kalau anak kecil dikasih makan itu, nanti otaknya jadi pinter kaya otak sapi.”

Gw yang jenius ini mikir: Hah? Pinter kaya sapi?

Coba deh, bayangin. Masa dia ngomong gitu. Gw sih geli mikirnya. Kan ngga mungkin sapi lebih pinter dari manusia! Buktinya, ngga ada sapi yang bikin pesawat terbang atau jadi dokter!
Cuma karena memang disana banyak darah dan daging gw diem aja deh.

Hey, hey!

Selamat Ulang Tahun yang ke-64, Indonesia!!!

;)

P.S
I got this CD from Oka(Rainattack) and it contains many useful softwares! Thanks Okaaa!!!

Post Party Stuff

2009-08-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

Hollaa!!!
I danced danced danced on Pesta Mikro 3 and that was great. There were only four chiptuners who performed their greatest skill but as a closing band, Curah Melodia Mandiri was awesome. Abim and Mr. Sorry I forgot your name played two creepy songs and to me there was such magic inside those songs.
What I don’t like about PO3 is just only few bands playinggggg!!!! AAAAHHHH. Nooooo. To be honest, I danced, hard, but not as hard as PO2 since more than four bands performed their best.
But I always love to dance with 8-bit tune! Gorgeous.

I woke up at 11 something today and I found out there were cute box upon my table and my father’s signature on a piece of bill. What is this??

I opened the box and those were shoes I ordered from Chick Stuffs. I’m so damn glad about it!

See, those are beautiful and perfect. They’re better than I thought and the sole was nice. Thanks for Nurul to make this happen ;)

Hotty hot. I hafta take a bath soon.

Drew Draw Drawing

2009-08-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

I told my brother,
"Let's see. I'll make a fun of you."

Then here it is!

How you like it, Brother?

Hahaha!
FYI, that was him.. And his name tag as a statement necklace. Lol

I'm done with ToEFL test! Yihha. Finally. And I got 5 A (outta 11 subjects I took on sixth semester). I'm still waiting for other final score.

I drew several stuffs few hours ago.

WELCOME, PEPITA!
WELCOME, POLA!

Merantau di XXI Botani Square Bogor

2009-08-09T23:01:00.000-07:00

I went to Botani Square with Ricky yesterday (Sunday, August 9th 2009). We were there since 6 pm and bought ticket first. Then we did window shopping and ate at Hoka Hoka Bento. We wanted to waste our time since it’s still half an hour to 8. We went to Giant. Magnificently, the electricity’s gone. BOOM. Blackout.

That was just the first one. Okay, we thought it’s gonna be just fine to watch movie since (in our naïve opinion) it wouldn’t happen twice.

8.15, we watched “Merantau”. The movie itself was great! There were massive supreme martial arts on the screen.

I left my mouth in A and O shape!

But then BLACKOUT! Again for second time. That was fine though. What made me complained loudly was this:

I COUNTED, THERE WERE 7 TIMES BLACKOUT AND ALL WENT BLACK.

No sound, no movie, just complaining voices here and there.

What the...?!

Please, XXI! What happened to you guys? I dunno, maybe their ran out of their electricity support or something occurred suddenly which made blackout more than 5 times.

Go back to the movie.
“Pencak Silat” is one of traditional martial arts from Indonesia. Yuda, the protagonist (FYI, he’s the real Silat athlete) went to Jakarta in order to gain his adultery experience called ‘merantau’. He met new people, he messed up with local dancer and so-called girl-trafficking mafia.
What so super and make this piece a must-see is obviously its SILAT fighting. This movie’s fighting director is the same with Ong Bak’s. No wonder it became a topnotch local movie.

I don’t wanna tell you its ending.

Just watch and you’ll find out what’s so great about it.

Today (Monday, August 10th) I went to campus only for make-up Spoken Final Test and tomorrow I’ll have ToEFL Final Test. Wish me luck!
Oh, I finished sewing my first tote bag! Yihhha!

I’ll show you the pic later for handy craft treasure.

GO GO HOME INDUSTRY!!!

Dari Bogor ke McD

2009-08-07T11:20:00.000-07:00

Today was totally fun! It’s simply amazing walaupun ada perubahan rencana karena tidak jadi mengunjungi awardees. But akhirnya aku teleponan sama mereka so that’s okay.
What makes this day perfect are these things:

1. Ke Bandung! Jalan-jalan walaupun nyasar dan tidak nonton film 3D dan marahan sama pacar but sight seeing itu sangat lebih dari cukup untuk refreshing.

2. Tights-ku sampai! Aku pesen di kaskus sih. Lupa juga link-nya dan nama tokonya tuh fashionforall.co.cc, mau tahu kenapa suka? Cepet banget sampai habis transfer uang, terus packaging-nya itu sendiri sangat rapi, lalu bonus bando! Seru banget kan!!! (I’m so sorry I got no picture of ‘em since I was very excited and just open my order. Heheh)

3. Perbincangan lucu dengan Papa sepulangnya dari Bandung ke Bogor, di tol jagorawi sekitar jam 11 malam. Ini ngga terlalu membuat perfect sih, ahaha, tapi kayanya lucu kalau ditulis disini. Jadi begini…

Malam itu sangat khusuk di sekitar Tol Jagorawi. Pas mp3 si Papa yang random itu tiba-tiba memainkan lagu Exis (Band asal Malaysia yang sangat hip di tahun 90-an) dengan single jagoannya “Mencari Alasan” berkumandang.

Pada (P) : Neng, KFC buka ngga sih jam segini?
Dita (D) : Ngga, Pap. Ngga buka. KFC mah di Bogor ngga ada yang 24 jam. Ada juga McD.
P: Hah? Ah, ngga mau ah! Itu kan donat! (Dengan suara lantang nan PD)
D: Ihh.. Bukan Papa! Itu ayam, jual ayam juga sama kaya KFC. Kalau donat itu J.Co
P: J.Co? Papa taunya itu tuh.. Bread… Apa ya Roti Ngomong…
D: Bread Talk. Itu Roti Bicara…
P: Nah itu. Bred Tok. Kuper nih Papa.
D: (Embuer…)
P: Yaudah nanti papa mau beli mie deh!
D: (Cengo). Jadi papa mau beli mie apa ke McD?
P: Kan di McD ada mie, kan? Ah ada deh…
D: (Wakwawwww) Papa, itu spaghetti, Paaaaap!!!
P: Oh, iya spaghetti (ketawa cengar-cengir).

But well, yes exactly today was unbelievable.

Cross-stitch Embroidery

2009-08-05T21:40:00.000-07:00

I dunno what to post today since I'm not going anywhere. Just wanna show off a bit, hehehh.

Aku sedang suka pekerjaan tangan seperti ini, dan sedang suka jahit. I wish I have sewing machine at home but well..

Nantinya mau pasang embroidery ini di tote bag aku, tapi masih belum jadi. Masih cari waktu yang tepat untuk membagi liburan. UAS sudah diurus but next week is the best time to meet English Lit secretary.

I wanna ask you!

How do you feel after kissing somebody's girl/boy who you know better than their lover?

Necklace!

2009-08-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

To be honest I'm going crazy about statement necklace! Hahaha, but I dunno how to make it and it ended up like this. I never wear this, will somebody buy it for 40.000 IDR?
Haha, dunno but I'm wondering is that okay to sell this weird thing??

Back to Jakarta

2009-08-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

These pictures I took on my way to Jakarta with my friends. I edited it a bit and it looks like very-old Jakarta (don’t you think?).
I went to Kinokuniya bookstore in Plaza Semanggi. Believe it or not, the officers were vey curious since we wrote the title of the novels and also the author.

Maybe they thought we were people who work on the bookstore next door.

Lol

(Oh if you only knew, uncle. Yes, I own one, a very big one called Gramedia do you notice that bookstore? But above all that, bolt this: That’s a total lie)

Hahaha! His face was red when we said,
“Sir, we’re students from Pakuan University and we’re looking for a novel for our paper. Is that not allowed?” asked my friend.
Bang bang, officer, you’re dead!
Then we met the manager and he said it’s all okay!!!

See the worst phenomenon?

Person who has lower position got bigger mouth and act!

Lol

So Sudden to be Suddenly with and Too Sudden to be Suddenly Without

2009-08-03T03:57:00.004-07:00

Finally. Home and technology.
Hahha.

Well, I’ve been busy several days ago, helping that so-called Ministry of Blablabla stuff named IACS (Indonesian Art and Culture Scholarship), Beasiswa Seni dan Budaya Indonesia. I’m there as an LO for PT. Lalala based in Jakarta. I signed contract, I thought it’s gonna be an ordinary one, where I have to report what I’m doing to one person who has higher position only, person from PT. Lalala who hired me instead of those people from Blablabla. But what happened on field... All was different and so many miss-communication-and-miss-understanding problem.

Before we went to the project people from Blablabla met the LOs and we had lunch together. NO FURTHER DETAILS about the program itself and I was very curious about how the program will run since this is very first time from me but unfortunately I didn’t get it. It was just lunch and bullshit. Smile plastered everywhere but I really didn’t know what should we do (the LOs) because this is very first time for THREE of us.

I went to Sofyan Betawi Hotel (somewhere in Jakarta) and spend first night which is Sunday, July 26th alone in on single-bed room. Sunday is not very busy with stuff since only several awardees coming from South Asia. Just prepare some things and get along well with awardees. Okay, not too bad for first day.

Monday, July 27th. What so funny today was: The tragedy started here. Late night after dinner I’ve been told that four of awardees were missing and I asked by Mr.Boss who sit next to Miss. Please-shut-your-mouth to find ‘em. After worrying a lot and made a call here and there finally I found four of ‘em and found out that they went to money changer. Then one Mr. Fatty Bear asked me as if I was the one who took ‘em out. I answered with not-so-good tone, “I’m the one who found them” and my heart whispered: Who the hell are you fatty bear? And he hit my feet. “Behave. What’s your name once again?” and I answered, “Dita. D-I-T-A.”
Then I went to that coffee-break room where there were Ms. Please-I-want-you-to-shut-up, Mr. Bear, the LOs, and awardees girls from Indonesia, I told him I don’t like he acted like. But that Ms. please-shut-your-mouth-up said, “Dita, Dita. Please. Not like this.” and he said, “If you only knew, I have higher position than YOU. If I wanted you to quit then you QUIT.” I replied, “Thank you. I quit.” I left that fucking room. But then I felt I ain’t mature by saying so and not professional enough. And I explained, “I don’t care if you don’t like me but I don’t like your way asking question rudely to a person who found those awardees. I wasn’t the one who took ‘em out without your permission. And once again, I don’t like you hit my feet with your RIGHT hand.” That Mr. Bear said sorry and Ms. Please-shout-your-mouth-up told me we’re team. I said sorry too. Yes okay. Ms. Please-shut-up said, “We’re team and please be so.” I said, “Yeh, Am sorry too. I thought it wouldn’t be good to leave and I’m not professional enough if I left you.” Ms. Please-baby-I-beg-you-to-shut-your-mouth-up replied, “Yes and please be so. But seeing this problem, now you should know I can act more that he did to you.”
My tiny tired heart said:

Okay bumpy road’s everywhere and Ms. Please-I-want-you-to-shut-up doesn’t like me. Good job, Dita. Very good job. This is very good start and I’m happy!!! I was. Really. It felt so nice messing up with those very-bossy-and-they-don’t-care-about-me people. I went to bed with those two people head in my mind. I promised to myself someday I’ll get higher position than their and I’ll do them good or probably worse, but I’ll be the one who control ‘em and behave ‘em. Shit, yeah! And they’ll listen to me and they’ll say, “All right, Miss Dita welcome.” then I’ll answer gladly,” Dearest Mr. You-are-cute Bear and Ms. I-don’t-like-your-suite-please-take-them-off can you please stop plastering smile in front of me?” HAHAHAHHA!!!!

Oops, okay. Go back to our main business.

Tuesday July 28th. Me and one of the LO friend picked awardees from America and South Africa. My friend took ‘em to hotel while I was waiting from another awardee from London. Everything’s good. Two of us forgot to tell that so-called Person in Charge from Ministry of Blablabla about their arrival. And then there’s a briefing inside the same shitty coffee-break room where there were five of us, plus two bossy-and-I-don’t-like-their-bitchy-style people, and their boss. Their boss, let’s call her Mrs. Very-welcome, said thanks to us she said it’s not PT. Lalala and Minister of Blablabla BUT we represent INDONESIA. We talked about tomorrow’s upcoming ceremony. All right, not too bad but still don’t like those two people way in representing their egos as a REPRESENTATIVE OF MINISTRY OF BLABLABLA.

Well, anyway, representatives should’ve been very welcome and comfortable to talk to, eh? But they were not at all and they’re always blaming all things to us. What the...? So I think, there’ll be very bad ending and bad relationship between us since the representatives didn’t do good in representing their ministry of blablabla. Isn’t that right, everyone?! Yes, total shit and it happens! Lol

Wednesday is another day. We went to the opening ceremony and everybody was wearing their national clothes. Smooth and nice for opening ceremony and Adhiyaksa Daud (sorry Sir I don’t recognize you until they say the person who delivered the speech was Minister of Foreign Affair). We didn’t have anything to do in the night so it’s just a free-time but not-too-free since awardees were not allowed to go out.

Thursday. Big mistake today was: Those two people said that

LOs kidnapped those awardees!!!

Shit, magic they blamed it to us! So here’s the thing.
We’ve been asked to make ‘em finish dinner at seven. Everybody’s in rush since the room for dinner wasn’t ready yet. It was a total mess chair arrangement. What I know was: Make ‘em finish dinner and take ‘em out so those two plastered-smile-everywhere people won’t be angry to us. Dinner was finish. My stomach was grumbling and it wasn’t very good since I almost ate not in time and I skipped dinner. We arrived in Grand Indonesia, that super-big mall in Jakarta and after we finished arranging the awardees into two groups, I dunno who called but they asked us to move to Sarinah Thamrin, karaoke at Inul Vista. We danced, we sang together. but then at the briefing in such very late night..

Ms. Please-baby-i-don’t-like-your-being-bossy: “To the honorable LOs. We started with very childish behavior. That was totally a big big mistake. Now you

kidnapped those 50 awardees

.These people from Ministry of Blablabla, five of us were sitting here in the room, each of us calling for possibilities, to where you probably take them out BUT you went already and nobody told us. It’s just like throwing SHIT directly to my face! Sorry for my language. This is not YOUR event, this is OUR event. And that childish behavior is really not in time”

Do you wanna know what I was thinking when that Ms. Okay-whatever-you-say bitched up?

Okay now, who’s childish? I’m fine with you already but you keep reeling that tragedy. That is CHILDISH. (FYI, I drew while she was saying about that childish thing. Do you wanna know why? I don’t think what she said matter at all and that nite I know I wasn’t wrong at all.) And about the shit, oh bitch if you only knew nobody wants to coz by saying that shit you’re throwing that SHIT on your FACE yourself.

Mr. I-believe-you-agree-if-I-call-him-this Bear: “ Please don’t make too much personal touch and closeness. We work here and just behave.”

This what went in my mind.

Okay, you just envy us since you’re too busy to dance and you didn’t have enough time there on the dance floor. Tell me, Mr. Cute Bear you just envy us.

Friday we went to Taman Mini Indonesia Indah. My mistake here was:

I didn’t tell that person in charge a.k.a Ms. Please-I-don’t-care-what-you’re-doing about three people who were going to meet their ambassador.

Ms. Yes-whatever-you-say: “Dita, I’m here in the same room with you. But you didn’t tell my anything. I’m not an animal and I’m human. You never say ‘hi’ to me or whatever.This morning you just made the buss went off without MY permission”

I said many sorry and I never treat her as if she’s the REAL animal or what. I said sorry yes that was my mistake.

She said, “Okay, let’s see what my boss gonna say later on meeting.”

I went to the bath room. I pee. I remember each and every word she said. I didn’t run the bus! She was there on the first bus with me, I just made sure that everybody’s there and I moved to second bus. Since that first buss left so I think that’ll be okay to leave as well. Oh, about that ANIMAL thing. What a pity, wasn’t it mean she thought she’s an animal since what’s on her mind was I treated her like animal by not saying HI??? Hahaha. I’m laughing now. Darn, if you only knew how she has totally-shallow mind. She never takes sorry for guarantee. Gee, what a robot. Lol

TATTATARARARARARA!!!!!
We knew the result by tomorrow. Make Taraaaaa, they asked us, three of us to leave this hotel and awardees!!! Hah, funny! That was so inhuman.

You people who treated us unfair will taste hell in the end. And I promise my self, I will get higher position than them later, and then I will make ‘em embarrassed and regret about robot-and-icy-cold treatment to people who lend to help them they had done to five of us there. I promise myself. I know they’ll get the revenge day later. In any kinda way.

I relieve, funnily I relieved. After our Mr. Boss said sorry and ask us to leave, we went to our room. I learn many many things here. To be honest this is the first time for me seeing the robot-hearted people like those two so-called representatives. I’m happy coz I know we’re irreplaceable. What so funny is, they asked many things and blame us as if we don’t understand how this program works. I have a heart still and I miss everybody I left so sudden. There were hugs and kiss and puzzle look.

I know I’m gonna miss them lots.

What an irony, eh?

While we’re close with people from other countries, people from the same country envy us, dislike the LOs, being so bossy and rude and talk as if they’re not well-educated PIC. What up with their heart? Don’t they have at least a rational mind? I dunno, I don’t wanna imagine anything anymore. Just feel sorry for them.

And awardees, believe me that won’t be our last time seeing and hugging each other again. Three of us will visit you. I promise. I will.

Thanks for people in that Ministry of Blablabla for those two icy cold people; I learn a lot from them. I know this is my next step to have more mature personality. Thanks for my team, without you guys I would’ve just runaway from those freaks.

I write this not because I want you to hate those people from Blablabla. I know many great people behind this but maybe I was having a bad luck seeing those kinda people who were NEVER take sorry and want everything 200% perfect. That Ms. Bitch-up-about-everything once said: “This is just because we meet in this working-hard situation. I believe I am different outside if you know me as a friend”. Well, who knows? I won’t meet you again outside and I cannot imagine having you as a friend after this very inconvenient see-you-again. Haha, but we’ll see.

I believe I’ll have more than what they have in the future and I believe I can beat ‘em someday. I can’t wait for that day.

Thank you for PT. Lalala, I miss you guys out there. I’ll visit you later. Haahahha.
Talk to you later, guys!

;)

WE ARE FAMILY

Clear the Area!

2009-07-11T05:32:00.001-07:00

Hai!!
Hari ini ada Jindofest alias Japan Indo Festival. It's an annual event organized by Japanese Student Assosiation (HIMJA) of Pakuan University. But unfortunately I could attend the second and also the biggest day of that event.

Gw ngulang kuliah IAD (Ilmu Alamiah Dasar) dimana nanti gw harus mendaki gunung lewati lembah ke Taman...Sari? I forget the name. HUAAA.

Later I'll write again here. So sorry, so sleepy.

Morning Mood

2009-07-09T09:27:00.001-07:00

This is the mood in the morning. Biasa, bongkar lemari dan dapet stoking item.
Inilah jadinya ;)

Djenar Maesa Ayu to Botanical Garden

2009-07-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

Damn, June 27 2009 was unexpectedly WOW!

You know what? I met Djenar Maesa Ayu! Hahaha!
Actually, there’s talk show with her in Pakuan University Hall (? I let you wondering how the hall looks like) but unfortunately I wasn’t aware enough to know that (what a pity), so I was totally shocked when I saw her walking to Vice Dean room and I swear, I left my mouth opened with big ‘A’ and my eyes were growing.
Me: Is that Djenar?
My Friend 1: Yeh, I was wondering who she is. I just notice she’s someone famous but –
Me: – damn, that’s her! I, I wanna take pic with her!
My Friend 2: What?
Me: I really mean it.
And then the full-of-exitement Dita went toward her (when she’s gonna left the faculty). She’s very kind! She wanted to sip more tea and we took pic inside the Vice Dean’s room. Tat-tara-raaa!!!

You know what? I ended up saying, “I read your book. Very nice.” (Hell no, Dita don’t you know that everybody reads her book and the books are extra nice?!) instead of admitting this: Hey, Djenar I love your writing style. You’re very inspiring! Don’t you know I made ‘Lembayung Bayu’, my first short story, after I read you ‘Cerita Pendek Tentang Cerita Cinta Pendek’?

But, well, that’s not a wrap for that day, guys.

Mawar, Rina, and I met the American again! Cool! I didn’t plan to (even, again, I don’t know they’re here!!!) We went to Botanical Garden. Carl, Manny, Dan, and Nora. Terus ada Rully dan Pak Berjaket Item yang netirin kita rame-rame.
Norma’s into plant so much. She looked at almost all the plant’s name tag along the road. We went to Orchid House. We were simply fortunate since it supposed to be closed but they officer allowed us to go inside. Here are some pics I edited.

Well, that’s all. Oh, and my short story (the full-of-grammar-error first piece) is on going :P

And I wrote song about SEMARANG! Hahaha! Oh, I told you before. Okay okay.